Things change and life moves on. I lose sight of that sometimes, when I feel stressed and alone. Time is a factor in the ever-changing seasons of life. Given time, all cycles eventually swirl into something else. What stays with me, is another lesson to learn, and wisdom from the experience.
I am not the one in control, but I gain perspective, just the same. Patience can be my enemy, but also my friend.
If I would accept and learn to "go with the flow", then I certainly would not stop in my tracks and bog my brain down with getting what I want. I don't know what I want most of the time anyway. I just have this intense desire to be in control, and contort others into making my dreams come alive.
Perspective is the key to attaining the future goals.
Age may play a part in my anxiety, about not arriving soon enough, at where I long to be. There's definitely a sense of "running out of time", before I can achieve my heart's desires. For example, I may get too old to care, to be physically able, to be mentally aware of the path I've chosen...that's kind of funny.
I know I am not too old to dream, and hope. I have a new dream--which, has helped to bring me out of a serious February Funk!
I am not the one in control, but I gain perspective, just the same. Patience can be my enemy, but also my friend.
If I would accept and learn to "go with the flow", then I certainly would not stop in my tracks and bog my brain down with getting what I want. I don't know what I want most of the time anyway. I just have this intense desire to be in control, and contort others into making my dreams come alive.
Perspective is the key to attaining the future goals.
Age may play a part in my anxiety, about not arriving soon enough, at where I long to be. There's definitely a sense of "running out of time", before I can achieve my heart's desires. For example, I may get too old to care, to be physically able, to be mentally aware of the path I've chosen...that's kind of funny.
I know I am not too old to dream, and hope. I have a new dream--which, has helped to bring me out of a serious February Funk!
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